Plain truth, which needs no further explanation.
I don't really want to think about anything anymore.
However, without the slightest attempt of thought,
i can think so much, it actually amaze me.
Many many instances, sad ones.

I have motivation to do well for MYE, which is good (:
Okay i finally rmbed to bring best damn tour for sashimi the sushi, hoho (:

I just realised how wrong i was, it wasn't a foolish act, but it turned out to be a false turn.

Okay.

I've had enough.
I've tried so hard, i'm not gna do anything now.

You've never been the one to face all this,
so don't tell me to stop doing what i'm already trying hard not to do so.
You've never been the one,
you never understood, and you're not helping the situation.

Deep down, aren't you jumping?
Yes, it can't be controlled, that feeling of triumph.

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Then again, thanks for shoving the facts in my face,
and showing me who's the real winner.

I guess im glad to see you happy after all.

Congratulations sabrina, i bet you're freaking happy now (:
Still rmb we used to say what we would buy if we were filthy rich?
One item off your wish list (:

See, it happened after all.
And i'm not thinking too much please.

I was supposed to go for free cone day today,
but i didnt go in the end ):
Boo, i have a lot of things to tell sabrina. ):

I can't stand this mess.

Okay, i'm back (:

Oh on thursday, went to the cinema with sarah, flo, kim, maika and suchitra,
we watched KAIJI! yes (:
I LOVE KAIJI, ITS SO AWESOME (:
Idk why, but just listening to the ppl speaking in japanese makes me feel brighter,
imagine going to japan!
Anyway, the movie is great, seriously.
But florence and i were laughing rather loudly,
and there was one time when i screamed when the person dropped,
haahs, but it was such a fun movie ;D

I love these kind of trips, so funny (:

There's more to life, than this.

It's over, at least.

Anyway, i've always been the i-screw-things-up kid.
Nothing had really went well for me.
Anyway, forget about it.

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However, today was fun (:
Went out with rachel, jw, regina to bugis and peninsula.
I bought a ipod touch cover there, and became rather broke after that.
Anyway, regina bought a uber cool earring,
which makes her look like she has multiple ear holes.
Haahs, and jw bought some white shirt.
After that, we went to peninsula, which sells very cheap items.
HAAHS, then jw's slipper spoilt while walking, so we had to buy super glue!
And we looked like we're doing illegal stuff,
cos we sat at the staircase in one corner to glue back jw's slipper.
Omg, and we saw this jumbo sized jeans, 70 inches.
We were all gaping at it, gosh.
Hoho, it was great catching up, seriously ;D

I can't wait to watch KAIJI, i'm so detached from animanga.
I shall drown myself in bleach one day, yes.

Yes, the last lap.
We'll make it through, it will be over soon.

Somehow, i understood the pain you felt last time.
I guess it remains.
I will focus and stop thinking about unnecessary stuff.

KAIJI (:

Today, i realised the truth, it stings so much.

BACK FROM OAC!

To be honest, i wasnt very excited for this camp,
was feeling very tired before that.
I'm glad that its over though.

Wilderness was quite okay, not much fun.
But some stations were quite interesting, like the building of the raft.

High e was quite interesting, did the tyre.
It was very scary up there, i wanted to die so much.
When i finished it and came down, my arms and legs went soft.
But it was good experience!
Zip line was extremely fun.
I was the last one to do it as the other class was alrd coming.
I guess i was really lucky, screamed throughout (:

Overall, the camp was quite fulfilling,
but hate pineapples and potatoes now, ahh ):

Yes, work just keeps piling up.
After one, comes another, i can't wait to rest after everything is over.

We made it.
We swept everything off.

I'm really happy! (: We did great today.

Thank you everyone who came down to support, gayle, pooja, saras, kimberly, wl, suchitra
And letting us eat and drink your stuff.
And also to sabrina, rachel, charlene, we really appreciate your coming down to support us!
You three really made me feel so touched!
THANK YOU!

I LOVE ALL OF YOU (:

Hopefully, this would be a good long post.
Common tests are over.
This week was really crazy and depressing.
I'm so glad its overrrrr.

Extremely horrible results.
Maths and chem were terrible, it was depressing.
I don't know how ppl out there do so well, it nv applies to me.
Then again, i have to face those negative comments.

Idk why, but life now is so different from last year.
I miss those carefree days, where i can jump about and yell in class,
laugh with sabrina, chiong hwork.
Gone are the days, everybody is just so marked.

It seriously stings that you dont always mean what you say.
Don't come and give me those bull crap.
I know what you're thinking,
if its so forced, so unnatural, why do it?

THANKS SABRINA, for your encouragement this week, need to talk to you abt loads stuff!