Ohman, im so gonna die from lack of entertainment,
my ie aint working so its off to repair now,
and man i cant keep on using wifi like woah its so cheap,
blah, im currently leasing laptops hoho,
i havent watch bleach for a freaking week, man so unbelievable,
and im probably not going to be able to watch it for another wk,
ohmy im forgetting whats happening in the last ep i watched.

Back to my pt, went to visit 3 relatives' house today,
it was quite okay i guess, just stoned and disintegrated into the surroundings,
haahs jkjk, despite the economic recession, there seem to be as much angbaos too,
hoho, some gave more, wonderful (:

Ooh, i just want to say im so thankful that we're not going to cameron for lj,
the last time i went there i had to survive on 3 jars of plums,
cos i felt so dizzy on the way there that i vomitted every toiletbreak they had,
yay, we're gonna go to a firefly farm or smt like that, cant rmb,
anyway i think it sounds fun (:

I forgot to comment that Wei Ling was humming the firefly song
after cny celebrations everywhere like nobodys business, haahs.

Yay, im improving on my geo challenge, yes (:
I want to give a room makeover for my pet, the room looks like shit now,
probably due to the recession, they're giving less gold when you feed it to :/

BLEACH, OH BLEACH

I have no connection whatsoever, blah,
i gotta use wifi ytd which costs a bomb man,
hmm, ytd was quite fun luh, haahs (:

After school, Maika, Wendi, Snigdha, Wei Ling and Pooja,
went to pp macs for lunch, haahs,
Wei Ling and i both ordered McSpicy and it was so spicy,
and before we ordered it, Maika reminded us that McSpicy is spicy,
and Wei Ling and i didnt even think twice about what she said, haahs,
okay, so we kept on stealing other ppl drinks, hoho (:

After that, we headed for the spiderweb,
and this time i was able to climb rather high compared to my past records,
walao, that Wei Ling kept shouting and screaming like no one's business,
when she was like what 20 cm above the ground,
hey i bet i at least hold a 150-cm-above-ground record, lol,
erm anyway she did manage to climb up to as high as i was,
with the price of us having to suffer her continuous screamings and omg-ings,
hoho, i feel that lying on the web is a good way of being tan,
esp when the sun was so bright that day,
Pooja and i suntanned on the web, so fun, haahs (:

I heard Wendi sing a song in a proper voice then,
she was sing Check Yes Juliet, and she was being so high luh,
haahs, ooh i forgot that we had somehow invented some spiderweb evac too,
haahs, its in case you lose your footing and fall from the above,
and when you get tangled amongst the web, haahs,
Maika said that my steps are all illogical,
haahs, i was just joking only, hoho,
I LOVE THE SPIDERWEB SERIOUSLY (:

So Wei Ling and i alighted at hougang mrt station,
and we were still groaning about the pineapples and cherries that costs us $6,
tskk, luckily that person was not there anymore, tskk :/

Gahh. My servers are so busy, lol.
It takes a year to get to a webpage, haahs,
I finally have the time to upload bk vid into my hp,
ahahaha, i feel that the intro was too abrupt,
but who cares, that was the far best i've seen, haahs (:
Now, i can kill more time on the bus,
ooh and i saw this woman watching xiao niang re on her hp today, heh.

I don't really have much to post about, byee.

I'm trying to reason with myself for my recent behaviour,
hoping that i'd come out with some satisfying answer,
but no.

Sometimes ppl just do things without a reason,
how often do ppl bring themselves to admit they're wrong,
just cos they really truly want to change,
and sometimes ppl don't regret wrong decisions that they make,
cos they don't want to admit they're wrong,
they try to comfort themselves by trying to find advantages among the negativeness,
which is really stupid cos there aint none.

When you make a wrong decision, you just gotta admit yourself.
I think im truly living in self-denial.

I cant believe you've changed so much,
you've changed into a selfish brat, how disappointing,
i feel the utmost disappointment in you,
and in case you havent notice,
there was something abt your attitude today that made me cringe,
and even pinch myself, i just couldnt believe you said that.

Is it even possible for a person to change overnight,
or probably you were always like that,
i didnt notice thats all, how foolish.

Tskk. The seats on the bus we took home today were so dirty.
HAAHS. After Meena alighted, then i asked Ria to sit next to me,
but before she sat down, i started to pat the seat a few times,
then there was this distinctive cloud of dust flying up in the air,
HAAHS, apparently Florence thought that it was very funny,
so she started to laugh so loudly that we others laughed as well,
and then the sec1s on the bus were like grinning or smt like that, ahahaha

Its a good thing we have a grey skirt,
the dust will camouflage with our skirt colour, haahs (:

Things havent been well these days,
no motivation no nothing to work hard or whatsoever,
i did try to motivate myself to do better yesterday,
tskk, i finished my hwork before 10, which i had nvr done so this year,
and only watched 3 episodes of bleach, but with the extra time left,
i practically did nothing, what a waste.

Oh, motivation, come back to me

Oh i like doing handshake with Meena, there are 4 ways of doing so,
bitchy, gangster, cute and old people way,
haahs, i like bitchy best luh, see Meena doing that,
you'll think she's a different person, haahs (:

Today i saw the tissue packs that the person gave at last years chalet,
how nostalgic, haahs (:

Oh and today's health checkup reminded me of someone who cried during the P6 jab.
Nostalgic, nostalgic.

Yay, cedar did well for o levels (:
We have half a day of school only, yay (:
HAAHS.
Mrs Menon shouldnt have trust us on doing hwork while she's gone,
i was doing random stuff in class and trying to keep my eyes open,
previous lesson was english, sleepy material :/

AHAHAHA, RENJI'S ON MY BAG, WHOOTS (:

Everybody's working so hard, i feel so guilty, i should buck up too :/

I shant talk back, i'll make you understand what its like to speak to a stone.

Today's flagday was rather okay,
it wasnt much of a difference from the previous one,
haahs, could say that Bugis had quite alot of ppl (:

We had a crazy lunch at KFC after that, haahs (:
The mrt ride was somewhat crazy too, hoho

I'm going to buy renji keychain someday (:

YAY, FRIDAYS ARE TOTALLY MEANT FOR BLEACH,
WATCHED 7 EPISODES IN ONE SHOT, HAAHS (:

BYAKUYA LOOKED SO DEMENTED AFTER THE FIGHT WITH ICHIGO,
HAAHS, HIS USUALLY-NEAT-BUT-NOT-SO-NOW HAIR MAKES ME WANT TO LAUGH,
GOING ABIT DEMENTED TOO

BYEEE

Okay, i officially am dreaming of cracking apples,
muahaha, im going to try to sleep on my right today, haahs,
cos Mdm Er said smt about pressing pressure onto your heart,
and thus you'll have higher chance of dreaming, haahs

If it doesnt helps, im going to embrace my fears,
muahaha, my mum says i should continue dreaming abt it,
she says its a healthy dream -.-

MUAHAHA, URAHARA'S MINE (:

I think im going abit gila already,
for two continuous nights i dreamt abt cracking apples, my gawd,
its like an apple cracking up and then breaking down into pieces,
omg it doesnt makes sense at all to me,
but the breaking down part reminds me of weathering and erosion,
cos last time we had geog test and i was trying to rmb the definition,
so i was walking about in my house and reading it out loud,
oh and Gayle found me too noisy so she told me to shut up.

Eeks, so creepy :/
I think i'll dream of it again tonight, hi cracking apple

Nyeh, i wonder why fear reigns nowadays,
probably i was too used too being the same way,
reluctant to change and everything bleahs,
oh i do find it disappointing sometimes :/

Hmm, i guess the first day of school was quite okay,
there was no jogging but i was pretty looking forward to it (:
Most of our teachers changed, but Ms Ng stills our hist teacher, yay.

Btw, i love my new seat (:
Haahs, its by the window and when you look out of it,
it somewhat resembles a graveyard, haahs, so cool heh
Ohya, when its real breezy then there'll be wind, good good (:

Hmm, didnt really do much today,
probably the same old feeling will come back next week,
anyway, i guess its all part of lifeee

I've decided that i shant comment on anything today.

HAPPY NEW YEAR!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY POOJA!

There is sch tmr, somehow i don't feel excited for the new year,
i want to stay in the past and probably not being able to move on.