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INNOCENCE.
this innocence is brilliant, i hope that it will stay

Friday, November 28, 2008

FAREWELL TODAY

Before farewell, i accompanied Wendi to 7-ELEVEN to get ice,
then when she carried the ice from the counter,
she swept down a whole load of sandwiches that was on the counter,
then i felt so bleah infront of the cashier luh :/
Okay, had a hard time crushing the ice, hoho

After that, we had games, which was rather fun,
haahs, i think our cheers are very funny
We had food and smt malu happened, but nvrmind :/
I like the whole performance, haahs,
i hope ours was nice too (:

After farewell, went abit crazy, haahs,
Gayle, Wendi, Florence and i went to Snigdha's house,
haahs, super high there,
we played monopoly and pigged on noodles and twisties,
WENDI NEO RUI LING was super high there,
she kept making weird noises like me, haahs
Oh then Florence very bleah,
cos one twistie accidentally dropped into her water,
then she drank the water along with the twistie,
haahs, made me choke there, hoho
I realised all the LRT names funny-funny one!

THANK YOU SEC4 MA'AMS FOR EVERYTHING!

We will miss you (:


Wednesday, November 26, 2008

Yay, went to school today and did some stuff (:
After that, went to AMK Hub for lunch and to buy some stuff.
Oh, had lunch at MOS Burger, hehe,
i ordered the Oyako rice burger, so nice (:
Sarah recommended, haahs, eeks, but i dun like the corn soup :/
Ohya, i forgot to describe that eating the oyako burger,
is like eating a giant sushi, so nice,
got so much seaweed too, yummy (:

We went to NTUC after that, ohh, and Gayle totally expert,
knows where to find everything in the supermarket,
and then when choosing the frozen food,
she told us not to choose the top ones, and take the below ones,
cos those are colder (:
Haahs (:

Hurr, then planned to go to Mustafa with Meena to get cloth,
and then Meena was so sweet,
cos i said i was quite tired and had to go to my friend's hse later,
but i wanted to get the cloth with her cos i had time to spare
then she said that she would get the cloth later in the evening,
omg, she so nice luh, im very touched, haahs,
and she told me to rmb to slp and rest, haahs (:

THANK YOU MEENA! (:

Hmm, then later headed for Zi Yun's house,
taught her how to set up her blog and stuff luh,
oh, and her small brother there gave all sorts of funny blog urls,
haahs, finally had a good one for her, haahs (:
Oh, and her ahma very hospitable, so we had oranges to eat, hoho (:
Though most of the time,
i could not understand what her ahma was saying,
but she is always smiling and cheerful, haahs (:
Left at around 5pm, had fun luh (:

EEKS, IM VERY TIRED NOW :/


Tuesday, November 25, 2008

Yay, Wendi and Gayle came over today (:
Oh, then Wendi showed me a real cool thing to put the thread into the needle,
haahs, nice man (:
Then we went to hougang mall, and we saw somebody,
omg, so surprise luh, then Wendi and i kept omg-ing,
the biggest regret today was we kept on walking and didnt stop luh!
Wendi kept on complaining after that, bleahs,
POOF! THERE GOES HER OPPORTUNITY OF HER LIFETIME!

LALALA, HAPPY BIRTHDAY SARAH, THE GO GREEN GIRL! (:


Monday, November 24, 2008

Heh, today i went to Gayle's house,
and we did our work, haahs,
then i was talking to her mum, so fun (:
After that, i participated in their daily praying ritual,
heh, i didnt know the prayers,
so i just kneeled there with some beaded necklace,
i got quite fidgety there, i think i wasnt suppose to move,
but anyhow, they started chanting their prayers,
and i didnt understand it -.-

Haahs, then i stayed at her house for lunch (:
Her mum cooked porridge and black soy sauce chicken,
yummy (:
We were watching some kiddish show while eating,
the bear thought that the moon was made of cheese,
haahs, so funny (:
Went home after eating,
cos i had to get my cupboard, yay (:


Thursday, November 20, 2008

Yay, had camp grp meeting today (:
We went to army market to buy some of the stuff,
we met some really annoying ppl there luhs,
so we got most of our stuff there,
except for the torch which we bought and then couldnt work ):

Yay, then bought same plate as Meena, haahs (:
She's so funny, she used a weird manner to decide which shape of plate she wants, haahs, we bought oval ones (:

After the trip to army market, we went to pp macs,
to label our stuff, then left shortly after,
haahs, then went home with Meena,
both of us got so confused with the directions luh,
but obviously she was the right one,
since my sense of directions is so sucky, haahs

Then, while taking the bus home,
the person in front of me was eating a curry puff,
then when the bus suddenly jerked,
the whole curry puff dropped from the bag -.-
I know im very mean, but i find it so kuku,
so i started laughing rather loud,
thank god he wasnt offended or smt, haahs

I realise that this currypuff-dropping incident could very well happen to me,
cos im always so clumsy on the bus,
haahs, so a lesson learnt then.

ARETE ROCKS MY SOCKS!


Wednesday, November 19, 2008

Yay, went to see Madagascar 2 with Maika, Sarah, Wendi, Florence (:
NICE MOVIE MADE ME LAUGH LIKE SIAO, HAAHS (:

Oh, in the cinema, Maika kept laughing and jerking frontwards,
and altogether it was such a funny action, haahs! (:

YAY, SALTED POPCORN! (:


Tuesday, November 18, 2008

I knew it was a gone case already,
well, it was.
It seems like i really cant get over it,
it seems like i really am not happy to leave things the way it is.

I WANT TO PUT UP A STRONG FIGHT!


Monday, November 17, 2008

I decided that i should do alot of quizzes at one go,
more convenient, haahs (:

QUIZ #1:

Instructions: Remove 1 question from below and add in a personal question make it a total of 19 questions, then tag 8 people from your list, list them out at the end of the posting. Notify them in their tag board that he/she has been tagged.

1. Does people treat you like a side dish?
Hmm, i guess so :/

2. What's your most favourite thing to do?
Watching interesting shows (:

3. What is the first thing that comes to your mind when you think of love?
All the lovey-dovey stuff, haahs

4. What kind of boyfriend/girlfriend do you want?
Eww, i dun want to decide now :/

5. Is there somebody in your heart right now?
Obviously no.

6. Do you believe that you can survive without money?
I dun think so, we need food!

7. Are you afraid of pain?
Yes.

8. What do you fear most?
INSECTS OF ALL KINDS AND SHAPES

9. If there is someone you love, will you confess to him/her?
Depends.

10. List 5 things/people you dislike now.
#1. INSECTS OF ALL KINDS AND SHAPES
#2. NIL
#3. NIL
#4. NIL
#5. NIL

11. What is your 5 most passionate things at the moment?
#1. AVRIL LAVIGNE (:
#2. NIL
#3. NIL
#4. NIL
#5. NIL

12. If you have to eat 1 thing for your whole life, what would that be?
CORN, ITS NICE TO MUNCH ON (:

13. If you have a chance to be rich or happy, which one will you choose?
HAPPY! (: Being rich is only material comfort :/

14. If you have the chance, which part of your character would you like to change?
I want to become more clever!

15. If you are unhappy, what will you do?
Talk to somebody (:

16. Which country do you like the most?
I like alot of countries, but isnt SINGAPORE good enough?

17. Which is your favourite band?
ALY & AJ, haahs

18. Are you happy?
I think i am (:

19. What was the most malu hing you ever did?
AHHH, DUN SAY ALREADY!

QUIZ #2 (:

1. Where would you go if someone sponsors you an air ticket?
JAPAN (:

2. What's your favourite thing to do?
Watching interesting shows (:

3. Do you think money can buy happiness?
No, they dun sell it anyway.

4. If you were given a chance to receive something, what would it be?
Nothing much :/

5. Things you can't live without
Scientifically, it would be air, water and food.

6. What are you afraid to lose?
Trust.

7. If you win $1 million US dollars, what would you do?
Haah, enjoy my moments of being a millionaire (:

8. What do you dream of doing in the future?
I dun really like dreaming of my future :/

9. List down 3 good points about the person who gave you this survey.
I got this from Wendi (:
#1. She is always happy (:
#2. She doesnt get angry easily (:
#3. She is very..erm...responsive, haahs (:

10. What makes you happy?
Everything that makes me happy (:

11. What type of people do you hate the most?
Those who suck-up.

12. If you have a super power, what will it be?
Make everybody happy (:

13. Would you go for happiness or money?
Happiness (:

14. Who do you think are the most important people in your life?
Family, i guess

15. If you have a girlfriend/boyfriend, would you die for her/him.
Haahs, NO, only some love-struck ppl would do that.

16. Who's the last person who hugged you?
I think it was Gayle, i dunno why she hugged me too :/

17. What is the one thing you want to do badly right now?
Finish this post!

18. Who are you close to?
Family and friends (:

19. Are you courageous enough to tell the person that you like him/her?
I dunno :/

20. If you could do one thing all over again what would it be?
Haahs, i want to do alot of things!

I WANT TO SKIP Q21-Q23, I DUN LIKE :/

24. 8 people to do this quiz
ANYBODY WILL DO (:


Friday, November 14, 2008

Okay, so today went to sch so early,
to get our pre-ordered packed lunch
and had to explain to auntie everything,
and Gayle who supposedly forced me to go to sch early,
overslept and thus i went to sch alone,
oh then on the bus, i sat nxt to this office lady,
who kept probing her fat LV Monogram bag on me,
so i was shifting away from it,
then she looked up-irritated, like i shud be the one, you know.

Okay, so my day didnt start of very well,
then went to pp macs for grp meeting,
yay, we did alot! (:
Okay, then i WALKED back to sch from pp staion,
ahhhhs, i swear i'll take a bus next time,
i crossed so many roads w/o traffic lights,
that means you just run across the road,
then once i was in the middle of the road,
then the car just zoomed past me,
i thought i would faint.

I reached sch and auntie warmed up my rice, yay,
Gayle was there, and i realised that while i was
crossing those treacherous roads, she was sitting happily in the canteen
Eeeyer...then we started talking to auntie,
she told us so many interesting things luh,
esp. those abt long beans, scallop and otah,
Muahaha, we went inside and explored,
it was quite fun luh, can steal drinks (:
Okay, we took the bus with her (:

Okay, then went home, yay (:

I think the whole world is protesting abt today.

That conversation was strained, it was like you chose this topic to dig abt, bleahs, whatever.


Thursday, November 13, 2008

Hmms, today went to AMK Hub with Gayle, Ziyun and Serene,
that Gayle almost could not go cos of her swollen eye, heh,
but she went afterall, hoho,
bought damichang first, yay, lovely food (:
Ohh, then just shopped around, nothing much.

Okay lets just skip to the part at Ziyun's hse,
we were hungry, so we cooked fried rice at her hse,
haahs, we put soy sauce, sesame oil, ketchup for the flavour only,
turned out quite scrumptious,
i think i've always wanted to be a chef when i was young,
but now, i just like to invent new dishes, haahs (:
Ohh, then i found a rather nice and suitable haversack
that Ziyun could lend to me, and then i received the sms,
ahhs, spirits went straight down ):

Ohh, nothing much happened later,
i accompanied Serene to get her belongings,
and then when we're passing the corridors,
Serene said she saw a half-naked guy when she looked into the window,
then we both started screaming, so spastic,
waited for her bus to come, then walked home.

AIYA, AUNTIE'S FRIED RICE!
BLUMY! BLUMY! BLUMY!

I just realised that i'm extremely extremely sensitive ):


Wednesday, November 12, 2008

I think i can start doing my hwork already, yay,
not that i want to, bleahs :/
I have not started on anything yet, but i've decided to do chinese first,
cos i need to read xiao wang zi, okay.
I just realised that i mixed up the date of class outing,
it should be next thursday, but im still going out,
so nevermind.

YAY! (:

I feel as if all was taken away from me, like it really crushed inside, why is it always like that? Is it really possible to move on now?

A BIG THANK YOU TO AISHU, YES! (:
although you often muddle my name up.


Sunday, November 9, 2008

Heheh, today was Remembrance Day (:
Oh, during the trip to our destination,
the taxi-driver was very funny and i felt sorry for him,
cos he had to go through muddy trails, and i bet his wheels are all dirty!
Okay, we reached the place, then after the ceremony,
we walked around the cemetery, okay its broad daylight afterall,
so it was quite okay, some of them died at birth,
at least we have lived a quality 13 years (:
shall not mention the malu-ness that happened in between.

Then, we went to City Hall, can i say it was a wasted trip?
There was like practically nothing there,
i think we stayed there for less than 10 mins,
before being hastily dismissed, then we went to find food,
haahs, and then we went to a hotel by mistake, muahaha,
we realised that the most suitable and feasible way was to go to ps,
haahs, so we went to macs, and got ice-cream,
then Gayle and i went for Mrs Lau bday party, haahs

I must say i regretted not bringing clothes to change,
cos all of them asked us why we have to go to sch on Sunday,
and we had to explain lor, bleahs,
i pigged out there, while watching Totally Spies,
before that we played Taboo,
which was rather entertaining, haahs
I went home soon after cos i had nothing to do there,
ahhhs, it was fun (:

Over, so fast?


Friday, November 7, 2008

I suddebly rmbed of a song that i always used to listen,
i dunno why it suddenly popped into my head today,
so here goes the song (:

All Again For You - We The Kings

I couldn't sleep last night
I walked alone
On the beach
Where we always used to go
When we couldn't hook up at home

I thought of you
And the time we jumped the fence
Pool-side, stripped down
We dove right in
And the cops chased us again

When you were mine
You know...

We had it all in front of us
You were the one
I was in love
But you always hurt the one you lost
I couldn't get enough

You were everything
That's bad for me
Make no apologies
I'm crushed...
Black and blue
But you know
I'd do it all again for you

Today, dressed up
In designer drugs
Dedicated to the one
I'll always love
The one who really messed me up

I let you take the wheel
And the driver's seat
Strapped in
So you get the best of me
Now what's left are the memories

When you were mine
You know...

We had it all in front of us
You were the one
I was in love
But you always hurt
The one you lost
I couldn't get enough

You were everything
That's bad for me
Make no apologies
I'm crushed...
Black and blue
But you know I'd do it all again for you

I am standing in the ocean rain
Rough and ready
For your deadly game
I've got nowhere else to go

We had it all in front of us
You were the one
I was in love
But you always hurt
The one you lost
I couldn't get enough
You were everything
That's bad for me
Make no apologies
I'm crushed...
Black and blue
But you know
I'd do it all again for you
(You know I'd do it all again for you)
(I swear I'd do it all again for you)

I say potato, and you say tomato, and together, we're organic food (:

Muahaha, i just hit a raw nerve when i said 'ice-cream' to Wendi (:


Thursday, November 6, 2008

Hoho.
Today was funny (:
I shant elaborate more, but had fun at Haig Girls' (:
I realised that Wendi always talk alot of crap, haahs
Okay, since i can't possibly end with such a short post,
i shall do a post found on Wendi's blog, hoho

QUIZEE (:

1. What have you been doing recently?
Haahs, enjoying my hols and slacking alot (:

2. Do you ever turn your cellphone off?
Yeah -.-

3. What happened at 10 am today?
I was at pp (:

4. When did you last cry?
When i watched 10 promises to my dog, ahhs

5. Believe in fate/destiny?
Well, kind of :/

6. What do you want in your life now?
Haahs, i dunno luhs. To be alive? Why hope for so much? Haahs

7. Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?
Nope, unless i have reasons for doing so.

8. Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
Nope.

9. What was the last movie you caught?
HSM3, with squaddies (:

10. Does the person knows that you like him/her?
I have no idea who you're refering to :/

11. Who always makes you laugh?
Haahs, alot of ppl, mostly squaddies (:

12. Do you speak other languages other than english?
Of course, we're living in a multi-racial society! (:

13. Favourite website(s)?
Ehh..no...

14. What's your middle name?
Hoho, i dun think i have one.

15. What are you doing tomorrow?
Staying at boring home :/

16. What do you think you are like?
I dunno, normal, i guess?

17. Who will you choose to die with?
Haahs, anybody who wants to die with me!

18. Where have you been today?
CIP trip (:

19. What game do you play often?
Time-management games, like Diner Dash/Sally's Salon and stuff

20. Who are you missing right now?
No one bahs.

21. If you had to chose between a friend and a love, who will you chose?
No doubt, its a friend (:

22. What are you doing right now?
Typing my answer to this question, haahs

23. Which primary school are you from?
Punggol Primary School (:

24. Name 3 colours that you like.
Bright colours (: Yellow, Orange, Sky Blue

25. What emotion do you like to show?
Haahs, dunno, happy emotions (:

26. What is your life to you?
My time when i'm a human, rofl.

27. If you have something troubling you, what will you do?
Talk to somebody!

28. Who did you last chat with on msn today?
Wendi (:

29. Who do you admire most?
This question should be directed to other ppl who spend time admiring ppl, haahs

30. Which month were you born in?
December (:

31. How are you feeling right now?
Emotionless, my neck very sore, haahs

32. What is the time now?
2050

33. What kind of person do you think the one who last tagged you is?
Haahs, i think its me replying tag, i like myself, thank you (:

34. What colour did you use to dye hair?
I haven't dyed my hair before, but if you're talking abt my past life, i rather it be some chestnut brown or smt, haahs

35. Why are you doing this test?
Err, i dunno, i do things w/o reasons sometimes, haahs

36. What do you do when you’re moody?
Try to get over it or thrash on somebody in a nice and polite way, muahaha, maybe not.

37. At which age do you wish to get married?
Haahs, i have better things to target for, then what age im gonna get off the shelf, hoho

38. Who is more important to you?
What are the choices, huh?

39. If today is the last day of your life, what will you do?
Gosh, what an early death! Haahs, thank everybody for the wonderful memories (:

40. Who is the person you trust the most?
Ermm, i think very good friends (:

41. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain?
Yes (:

42. If you have a dream come true, what would it be?
Solve every single problem that every human is facing, be it very trivial matters

43. What is your goal for this year?
The year is ending soon!

44. Do you believe in eternity love?
For some couples, maybe, but tv spoiled my impression of it, haahs

45. What feeling do you love most?
Feeling warm and comforted (:

46. Do you really think its Global Warming now?
Yeah, big time.

47. What feeling do you hate the most?
I hate being confined!

48. You like doing quizzes?
Haahs, i dunno, i have neutral feelings towards it.

49. Do you believe in God?
I think so, if not why do everybody say oh my god, haahs, yeah, im a freethinker (:

50. Who cares for you most?
I think, my family?

51. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
What may be important now, might not be so in the next moment, so i guess its abt making priorities.

52. What will you bring when you fight?
My cellphone, to call the ambulance/police.

53. What have you done regretted doing in your whole life?
The question is grammatically incorrect, i think, erm, i dunno, not being able to have a head-start for everything, but i guess, thats not for us to decide

54. What would you do if nobody cared for you any longer?
Well, no choice then.

55. What if your boyfriend/girlfriend two-timed you?
Haiyos, slap him, haahs

56. How do you feel now?
Haahs, feeling a tad bit happy for my fingers as they can finally rest for this is the last question, haahs

I guess thats all.
BUH-BYES (:


Monday, November 3, 2008

When i read your post on how you realised your mistakes,
i started to cry man, i also dunno why i cried,
probably cos i watched 10 promises to my dog today,
and then all the feelings mixed together,
then i just simply cried.

Boy, am i glad.

Oh okay, i watched 10 promises to my dog today,
THIS MOVIE IS SUCH A TEARJERKER,
i cried like dunno how many times throughout it,
esp. when the dog died, it just died like that.
Oh, Sarah, i just realised there's pachelbel's canon in it, hoho (:

Yay, Taylor Swift is releasing her new album, FEARLESS, soon

Nice cover, huh (:
I've listened to her new piece, You're Not Sorry and Change,
very nice (:
Yay, TAYLOR SWIFT ALL THE WAY! (:


Saturday, November 1, 2008

STOP BEING SO EMO OVER THE GUY,
STOP HAVING SUCIDAL THOUGHTS,
STOP SPAMMING MY TAGBOARD,
JUST STOP IT, CAN?

Its bloody irrating,
that you haven got over the guy,
you wasted your chance to clarify matters with him,
so why bother now, why regret?

Did it ever struck you that the guy might not be serious abt you?
Did it ever matter that you all will not last, what do you think this is, a fairytale?
Do you think its worthwhile to get so upset abt that guy?
Do you know that now nobody can help you, except you yourself?
Look at your damn post, and reflect on yourself,is it even worthwhile?
What do you think others will think abt you when they see that?
that you're so pathethic
Why do you have to silently commit yourself into doing smt like that?

At the beginning, when things weren't so worse,
we thought that it was just a part of life
and you would get over it soon.
Now, after what you've done,
you expect us to sympathise with you,
no, in fact, you're making us all very pissed.

Thank you, and stop whimpering,
you handle your own problems,
i have enough to handle already,
i dun need you to burden me with all your irrelevant worries.

Get over it, get a life.

Yeah, this is me, a very selfish me.


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