I wish i could go to the concert, i wish.

THE BEST DAMN TOUR, 7 SEPT


Haiz...
Anyway, i recommend you all some very nice songs by Avril L.
According to my favourites:
#1. Innocence
#2. Forgotten
#3. Runaway
#4. Complicated
#5. Fall Into Pieces/I Will Be

The other songs rock too, whoots (:
I just saw this one-page big Avril L. advertisment for hp in the newspaper.
AVRIL LAVIGNE!
I LOVE A!
I LOVE V!
I LOVE R!
I LOVE I!
I LOVE L!
I LOVE AVRIL! (:

I don't really care about you now,
its just not fair to myself.
Devoting so much attention to you,
and that i've decided to let you go.

From now on, everything will be like before.
I won't do an extra mile for you.
And what you think of me,
is not what im gonna find out.
You can think of me as anything as you want,
but now, no, i have no rights to cut in, we're no longer like the past...

I dun wanna let go,
i'll rmb how you initiate the talk or comment on things,
your laughs and your small responses.
You're right, i've cut in out of nowhere,
so now im taking my leave.
I know i'll nvr take the place of someone important,
but at least we did share some joyful memories.

Its ok, i dun think i will welcome your hostileness
No, i dun want to face it.
Maybe, i shall just get depressed and whimper in bed.
Yes, and listen to Forgotten by Avril Lavigne,
to escape frm what you're hurting me inside.
You will nvr realise it...

You've no guts, all you do is to cry and cry.

Hey, tomoro is teacher's day (:
Actually, nthg to be excited about, but at least no lessons.

I was so shocked today when she came up to me and told me:

she: Do you like XXX ?
me: ya, she's good, why?
she: im telling you to stop being so possesive over her
me: (shocked) i wasn't
she: XXX and me were together at the beginning, then you came in and spoilt everything
me: (stared) i didnt know how i spoilt everything, but im sry for anything that happened between you and XXX.
she: you did. and can you stop it?
me: (kinda pissed) Fine. Whatever.

I wasnt over-possesive of XXX.
Seriously, i dunno why she has this jealous mindset,
its not like im gonna snatch XXX away frm you.
Tskk.
Anyway, i wonder if i was at fault the first place.
If i was over-possesive, isnt she being over-jealous?
Tskk.
Anyway, its quite obvious that she's trying to catch XXX's attention.
So know, i have to go around avoiding XXX?
Hurr.
I dun care la..

I cant believe i survived today without eating anything.
Breakfast was a cup of milo,
didnt eat anything during recess, waited for queue in toilet to change
didnt eat anything during lunch, rushed immediately after leaving TLC half-way.

I didnt like faint or something during the most tiring part of trng today.
WOW.
I was losing count most of the time cos i felt gastric juices churning in my stomach.
Eww.
I thought something terrible was going to happen, it didnt (:
IM WEITING THE SUPERB. WHOOTS (:

The plus thing is that i didnt feel hungry after trng.
Funny, right?
But i still ate a chocolate bar cos i didnt want it to melt.
:/
Dinner was mixed rice, haahs
Ate averagely.

And the first thing i did when i reached home was to start doing maths
I never stopped until 9.30, besides having dinner.
Now, my whole mind is whirling with numbers.
Haahs (:
Survived and saved some money for not spending a single cent today. (:

I FEEL ACCOMPLISHED TODAY! (:

I love the new mouse, man! (:
Its so smooth and sleek and so easy to navigate.
I think thats why i've been surfing the net and going online regularly (:
The old one plainly made life difficult for me. Hmph. :/

Hmms, talked to Sarah ytd night again, haahs
Glad that she had h/work to do (:
Oh, and Wendi and i finally completed the pointers, yay (:
Signed off at around 11+, i think.
After that i watched a horror movie, The Eye 2.
It was rather scary and i was glad my dad was nearby, slping on the couch.
I let out a frightened gasp when the person bent down to pick up a coin and suddenly a dead body dropped frm the sky.
I was so freaked out after that.

Then i begged my mum to make smgt for me to drink,
she made chrysanthemum(spelling?) tea, she said to calm the nerves
Heh, anyway, i stopped watching at around 1+, and went back to sleep.
She tucked me snugly into bed, haahs
and wished me sweet dreams, yay,
felt like a child agn when i still believed there were fairies
Until, i stopped being naive and realised that they didnt exist.
Hmms, the good old days...

Ok, shall watch Idaten Jump now,
BUH-BYES (:

Changed my blogskin many times today,
but decided to remain with this one.
Kinda getting dizzy, editing the html codes for the whole morning.
And i woke up today with a splitting headache,
tskk, and then i suddenly rmbed the convo i had with Sarah over msn.
I think that was the longest convo we had.
She was bored, for gods sake, and asked me to entertain her.
tskk.

Originally, she wanted to play a game.
We tried many times but her game couldnt load.
her fault
Then i asked her if she had seen some funny vids in youtube before,
to my dismay, she said she had seen all.
Didnt know you were so crappy -.-
Then i forced her to watch la bi xiao xin
then she said i was la bi xiao xin.
INSULTED-BIG TIME.
Please la, i where got like that?
:/

Then i got bored, cos i finished blog-reading.
She was still asking me to entertain her.
I kinda signed off soon.
I shall never entertain you anymore.
Get a professional entertainer.

Haahs. Today was rather funny.
Cos during el lesson, tablepartner and i had a heated talk about sloths.
We kinda cooled of at the end, cos tablepartner said she liked algae on her stomach.
Haahs, she wanna be a sloth and camouflage with the moss! (: Eww.
Learnt a new 'interesting' subject today in science.
He was damn awkward and skipped those eww-ish parts,
haahs and said that we shud be professional sci students
and not think dirty. Tskk. :/

After sch, did hwork with Wendi, omg and floflo.
They said i could not pronounce 'question' properly.
Tskk. and they keep laughing.
Eeyer, i tried very hard to pronounce it correctly, haahs
They were alot of laughing fits afterwards.
I guess we were loud, but i really wish we hadnt be inconsiderate.
I just felt extra exhilarated that it was friday
and wanted to feel happy,
for all the unhappy days i had in the week.
Esp. yesterday, i still dunno if i shud forgive her over a measly 'sorry' note
for all the injustice i had suffered.
I have given her many chances, chances to prove me wrong that i had the wrong idea of her.
But she disappointed me again and again.
And im really afraid to feel disappointed once again.

Oh, and Wendi got kena by ________.
:/, dun think too much lers.
You are not even sure of it, right?
Heh, i didnt malu you, (:
After reflecting myself,
i know that you all are gonna hate me-BIG TIME ):
Right. Thats it. There goes everything.
Maybe we shudnt scare ourselves,
its kinda getting creepy.
We're just normal students, right?
absolutely not abnormal in the mind.
Ok, good. I know its all over, one moment's folly bring about such immense regrets.
Im getting heated. Tskk.

Sheesh. I started tearing today during el lessons.
I just couldn't stand her anymore, i felt that she was getting bolder and bolder.
But tablepartner was right, why shud i cry over her, spastic me...
Right. But thanks tablepartner for consoling me, whoots (:
You're on your way to become a psl, haahs (:
She apologised and im glad she did so,
i had felt much better and i can sense that she's sincere.
Right. I shud just get over it. Right.

During chinese, did zuo wen, but didnt really finish it.
Pardon me, but i only finished one paragraph.
Became Raykal's chi dictionary,not like my chi is super good, im better than her, you see
uh-huh.
Then Sarah came to me with her finished paragraph
and told me to read it, so i did
She direct translate alot of stuff la,
like seven days long became 七天久.
Haahs, i like to do that do, but i've to kick off this habit.
MUST. OK.

After school, Wendi and i waited for Gayle to finish her interview,
then we went home, was quite moody then,
but Gayle became crazy doing weird actions and making weird noises
that i soon got into the mood,but not really very exhilarated,
cos she was really crazy.
As in, REALLY CRAZY.
I tried to pretend that i didnt know her, haahs,
but she transfered her craziness to me, her nxt victim.
Tskk, :/ but anyways, you are really hyper today.
Haahs, gotta go finish zuo wen, which is really screwed
zuo wen are hated. like seriously.
Ok, BUH-BYES

Haahs, today is Gayle's birthday
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, GAYLE! (((((((((((((((((:
Hurr. The classroom was so messy today. tskk.
Then spent some time rearranging the tables,
before settling down to do re-cap for maths. Haahs.

Before really re-capping, omg suddenly came to the backdoor of the class,
and started fluttering her tie and rushing me to come out.
I wonder what she was panicking about. tskk.
Came out with a rather bored tone,
then she told me that she haven told what she was supposed to tell
I really felt like slapping her at that pt of time. tskk.
Hasn't she had enough chances to do so alrdy?
Haiyos, then Wendi came along, haahs
We kept urging omg to tell so,
but she kept on stoning there, so irritating la
Then we stood there, scolding her,
then went the bell finally rang, she was like 'OMG! DIE LE!'
tskk. double tskk. thriple tskk.

Haahs, nthg much happened then.
I was like passing 'dun screw maths test' slips around during geog.
I was distracted, couldnt get my mind on to learn about trees and branches and rainforests.
tskk. easily distracted me. tskk
Hmms, then went home with Gayle, Wendi and omg
And i hate the tv on the bus.
bcos AVRIL LAVIGNE IS COMING TO S'PORE
thats what it told me, i just couldnt control myself
I WANNA GO TO THE CONCERT!
tskk. I know Gayle and Wendi hate it when i do so.
But, haahs cudnt control myself. tskk.
Then, omg got angry with us and played city blox to ignore us.
I told her to aim properly.
Ok la, omg, dun be angry le la.
Hoos...and u owe me a $100 worth of present
Haahs, ok la, dun angry liaos!
Ok, going off, BUH-BYES :)

I let out a really random laugh during el lesson.
Haahs, i felt that i really needed that laugh...tskk

It was beacuse we were doing this letter writing to our grandparents
and then i looked at table partner's paper,
she wrote smtg like' I've lived with you all my life.'
Then, i was feeling really dry so is said,
'Haahs, so the moment u entered the world, he was with you?'
I expected her to reply smtg like' No la, not that meaning' or smtg
Well, she said' He was in the delivery room!'

I just let out this sudden snort of short-lived laughter
Haahs, felt really happy then.
Tablepartner injected me today and i created an arificial mole for her
Haahs, there's maths test 2moro, happiness is short-lived
Ok, gotta mug, since i haven even prepared anything yet...tskk

-Wei Ting-

Im really unhappy today. :(

Jokes to start off the weekend! :)

#1. A group of girlfriends are on vacation when they see a 5-story hotel with a sign that reads: 'For Women Only'. Since they are without their boyfriends and husbands, they decide to go in. The bouncer, a very attractive guy, explains to them how it works. 'We have 5 floors. Go up floor by floor, and once you find what you are looking for, you can stay there. It's easy to decide since each floor has a sign telling you what's inside.' So they start going up and on the first floor the sign reads: 'All the men on this floor are short and plain.' The friends laugh and without hesitation move on to the next floor. The sign on the second floor reads: 'All the men here are short and handsome.' Still, this isn't good enough, so the friends continue on up. They reach the third floor and the sign reads: 'All the men here are tall and plain.' They still want to do better, and so, knowing there are still two floors left, they continued on up. On the fourth floor, the sign is perfect: 'All the men here are tall and handsome.' The women get all excited and are going in when they realize that there is still one floor left. Wondering what they are missing, they head on up to the fifth floor. There they find a sign that reads: 'There are no men here. This floor was built only to prove that there is no way to please a woman.

#2. A hobo comes up to the front door of a neat looking farmhouse and raps gently on the door. When the farm owner answers, the hobo asks him, 'Please, sir, could you give me something to eat? I haven't had a good meal in several days.' The owner says, 'I have made a fortune in my lifetime by supplying goods for people. I've never given anything away for nothing. However, if you go around the back, you will see a gallon of paint and a clean paint brush. If you will paint my porch, I will give you a good meal.' So the hobo goes around back and a while later he again knocks on the door. The owner says, 'Finished already? Good. Come on in. Sit down. The cook will bring your meal right in.' The hobo says, 'Thank you very much, sir. But there's something that I think you should know. It's not a Porsche you got there. It's a BMW.'

I just feel so extremely bad that i need to pour out my thoughts
Cant handle my emotions well.

I realised smtg after much stoning.
After all of you are gone, you all will probably forget us
You all will probably forget that once, we used to be part of your lives
And then, new people will come and i wonder if it'll be the same for them.
You all probably won't recognise us, you all will brush past us,
without any reaction, no friendly smiles, no nothing
And everything will be like as if nthg had really happen

I know you all can't look over us forever,
we will soon be an invisible part of your memory
Probably you all vaguely remembering little bits & pieces of us.
Having this little thought will make me wanna crumble
Seemingly, you are our only support.
There will be more expectations and life would just go by in the blink of an eye.
And then TATA! we are out of sch, and when i see you on the streets,
will it still be awkward?
will i look away and hasten my pace?
or will i plainly ignore you?
Nobody knows whats gonna happen next, right?
And when we're caught unprepared, what would we do?

We are just like this tiny part, so tiny, so insignificant.
Its not like we're a big deal,
but to us, y'all are actually a very big deal
The impact alrdy created on us is so immense,
that sometimes it really changes us,
its like we cant deny that you all are somebody
just somebody, so much important than us

I really feel like chuffing myself into tissues

Haahs, top news: Blogger changed its layout, haahs :)
Arh...i lost my alien keychain, so damn sad la
Its been like hanging on my pencilcase for gazillion yrs,
and now its gone...
I dunno where its gone, which leaves me no clue to where it is
But i noticed it was missing during evac lesson, haiyos, my alien!
Now i dunno what to hang on it, arrha, I WANT MY ALIEN !
MY ALIEN IS UNIQUE, U CANT FIND IT ANYWHERE ELSE!
Cheeze, farewell alien... ):

Today had August babies celebration <3
I guess the atmosphere was not really there,
since most of them went home alrdy.
We told them we would collect the cake at around 4.30,
but we went there like 4.00 and waited until close to 5 for it to come lehs
The cakes were supposed to be delivered, they dun bake it there :/
Haahs, became translator during that time,
since i was the only one who knew chinese there,
others were, Meenakshi, Ria, Saras and Maika who came later
Cos there was this dvd shop nxt to the bakery,
and they were showing this chinese drama, NO SUBTITLES :-
Haahs, so became translator to them, haahs (:

Finally, the cake came,
and we half-run half-walk back to sch...
Haahs, then finally reached sch and had celebration, whoots (:
So pathetic, almost half the squad went, haiz, but understandable
And do you know that Meena is totally CUTE?
She totally made my day today.
OMG, her funny antics, jeez, i will laugh randomly
Haahs, and Sarine, hope ya back is feeling better, yep
And dun just stop and talk to people, ok
You must see who the person is, jeez :/
Okay, i stink, BUH-BYES :)

-Wei Ting-

Here again :)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY WENDI! :))))))))))))
Haahs, hope you like the prezzie :)
Ok, squaddies who happen to chance upon my blog,
we are having august babies celebration 2moro, so yup :)

Got back lit, whoots, quite satisfied :)
Haahs, another maths common test is like coming?
Tsk...somemore on Gayle's birthday, muahees
Haiz, im so tired and exhausted of all these fears,
i must be CONFIDENT of myself, hrmph
But whenever, i think of her face,
i will like 'oh sheesh it', blehs...
Anyway, i hope that 2moro's celebration would be peaceful and smooth-going :)
BUH-BYES :)

-Wei Ting-

Watched Money No Enough 2 yesterday :)
Quite funny, but very touching, haahs
Ohmigod, God forbids me to treat my mum like that :/
Tomorrow is Wendi's birthday, haahs, happy birthday in advance :)
Erm, had trng today and after that had mango juice <3,
damn nice lehs, haahs, Gayle brought the wrong juice :/

Ohya, Wei Ling, your stummy ache ok alrdy?
For goodness sake, she was moaning and groaning back at the busstop
Hmms, and Wei Ling, you totally spoiled the whole surprise thing leh
tsk...nvr mind...i feel like washing my hands off this whole thing alrdy
Better do maths now,
BUH-BYES :)

-Wei Ting-

Haahs, pictures as promised :)

Hmms, ytd's ndp parade was rather nice :)
In the previous years, since footdrill wasnt introduced to me yet,
watching the drills segment was pretty much a boring affair to me,
but now, its interesting :) Haha

By the way, i think my mum just bought another kg of assesment books...hurr :/
I mean, how am i going to finish it in less than half a year
Blehs.... :/
Ohya, and i saw a woman with a horrible sense of fashion just now
not that i have GREAT! fashion sense, but i go for simple,
white tee & black shorts, SIMPLE IS D BEST :)
or smtg like that lurr
She was wearing some stupid cardigan with flower embroidery
and trousers with ASTRO-BOY stitched on it...tsk
Hurr, maybe she is a great fan of astro-boy,
but i think she's in her mid thirties and the astro-boy stitch was rather big
People were staring at her, okayy, im not the only one
Oh and she was wearing this ridiculous hat with a red feather on it
Hurr...vintage??? :/

Okayy, enough of the talk,
my cousins came over today and we played CRAZY TAXI :)
never been that mad since i dunno when,
but they seriously made my day :)
Oh and he was the only one that noticed that i cut my hair
HAAHS :)
The last time i still had my ponytail, huh
Hmms, i suddenly have a strong craving of mango juice <3
if only i could fly back to the hawker centre near sch
Sarah do recommend good stuff,
and Wendi, im WEITING THE ULTRA-GREAT :)))))
Okayy, BUH-BYES :)

-Wei Ting-

Harlows :)
HAPPY B'DAY SINGAPORE! :)))))))))))) whoots :)
Eeyer, Wendi took pics of the PARADE!, sheesh, i didn't have my phone with me
cos the pocket was so small lurr
If not i would have taken better quality photos, wait, we have the same phones, right?
The same colour too! RED & WHITE=RED CROSS/S'PORE :)
Maika have the same too, yayy, 3 of us have STANDARDISED phones! :)
Okayy, i rmb i have a photo hidden somewhere of our phones :)
Maybe i will upload it later, haahs, and i like your invented english- ZAI-NESS :)

I think im sickly, :/
few days ago, i had both flu and sore throat,
then i recovered from my flu but still had the sore throat
today, i thought i recovered from my sore throat, cos i didnt cough at all,
whereas if i still had it, i would have coughed a gazillion times.
So, my sore throat was over but then my nose started running,
my flu came back again, arghh...,
i think i've used gazillion pieces of tissue paper,
viruses keep attacking me *pfft
Okayy, i think i shud upload some photos to satisfy myself :)

Similar handphones :) frm mugging session :)
[i think wendi posted it long time ago]

Okayy, i think i will post the pics of lollipop gang in my next post. :)
Posting pics are so fun :)
BUH-BYES :)

-Wei Ting-

I'm so not despo about you. :)

I think i was quiet on the bus,
but im alright, i just felt like getting myself away from reality.
Anyways, CRCY did great today ((((((((((((((((((((:
It was such a wonderful performance, whoots :D

Ok, i think today(8.8.08) is supposedly a very special day for everyone:
Firstly, its the Beijing Olympics,
then its National Day Eve
then its ASEAN Day(not very sure, but at least thats what i heard)
Blahs blah, so many occasions in a day.
And i attempted to hang the flag outside the window of my house
cos my parents were too lazy to do so
and i think there might have been a case of accidental commit suicide
if i had not hold on to the window grill/pane(whatever it is)
Okayy, maybe i shud have let go of my grip
and BUH-BYES trouble!
Okayy, but i want to live on, hahaha

Hmms, i think today's national celebrations was fun, hurr
Everybody was ultra-enthu during singing session.
But the PARADE! is still the best :)
Okayy, had mango juice with squaddies <3 they are the best!
Sarah recommended it, haahs, very big cup sehs~
then she had to rush for some gathering, haahs
Baby Pooja went too, hurr :S
Then Maika, Gayle and i stayed back to talk,
we talked about eating slowly,
and about washing your uniform,
and about tau kua and tau pok
haahs, nthg to talk, sometimes crap is such a talk-filler.
Then, we talked about plaza singapura and bugis, haahs
Okayy, shant crap on~
BUH-BYES :)

-Wei Ting-

Your presence makes me feel fulfilled,
your absence makes me feel empty

I am so 'emotionfull' 2day.
I thought alot 2day and i though that i would just pour out my thoughts here.

I feel that i have let down everyone.
even strangers.
I feel that everyone is biased.
even if you try hard not to.
I feel that some ppl are luckier than others.
even if you wish really hard.
I feel that some people dun realise their mistakes.
even if its till the brink of doing it- BIG TIME
I feel that im not being myself.
even if i know its just myself.
I feel that some people love to suck up
even if the sucked-up person hates it.
I feel that this whole world is a big, big mistake.
even if i know it isn't.

There, it's out. I dun even know if i should feel relieved, cos i dun even know where to start from. Emotion is such an artificial word. They are not what they mean.
Oh, i just feel like restarting everything, a fresh, new start.
probably i would not screw things up,
i would be more sensible &
i will just be myself, the way i am
It's difficult to be yourself, when this world outside, everybody is carrying on masks.
They are not what they are on the outside and neither am i.
Blahs...this wasnt meant as an emo post, okayy?
It was just a pouring-out-your-thoughts post, hmph...
I think i had a serious case of mood swing, did i just sounded happy?
Okayy, forget it, im SO not emo, im not an emo person, im not an emo person.
Fine,maybe i shudnt deceive myself again and again.

Anyways, 2moro is national day eve! :)
Its suppose to be a happy affair,
so i must brighten up my spirits and be :)!
Okayy, one thing about me, is that i never get sad for long.
I wonder if that is positive or negative, haahaas.
Okayy, im SO looking forward to 2moro.
RED & WHITE, HERE WE COME ! :D

-Wei Ting-

Have you all heard of the monty hall problem?
There's this video i found that explains it.
I have difficulties embedding it, so i shall give y'all the link:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mhlc7peGlGg
I promise you would become smarter if you understand the whole video
It's very intriguing and kills alot of brain cells~
Try me :)

-Wei Ting-

Okayy, i changed my skin, cos i was rather sick of the previous one~
It was a rather nice one and i was RELUCTANT to change it, haahs
This blogskin's html code is so sensitive...arghh...
One '/' missing and the whole thing went distorted lurrs
Tsk, but not bad la, i still managed to, you know, resolve the problems.
Finding ppl for the competition is hard, my idea failed but it was a lame idea *pfft
Erm, i guess today was rather ok, had swimming and the coach was so stupid
Arghh...i feel like ponning nxt swimming lesson...
i mean my attitude towards swimming has changed drastically cos of the stupid coach~
Anyways, i have to go about helping sarah, yayy! :)
Okayy, i think im mad cos i did not STOP laughing during geog lesson,
due to a cheetah/leopard, we couldn't recognise what it was
But it was just an animal, hahaas
Ok, buh-byes :D

-Wei Ting-

I think im alright now, at least im better.
Wendi: Sorry cannot go chat with you, i go out buy medicine for flu~
Haahaas~

I think you've changed, changed alot
so much that i cannot adapt and sometimes i really feel like breaking down
So much i've done for you and u've let me down.
I feel that we are no longer there, we are no longer what we were in the past, no longer having such a pathetic relationship.
A small talk between 3 of us has brought about my hatred to you, i didnt know how much i've hated you until now.
Do you see that u've changed? Changed into somebody i dunno? No longer the person you used to be or what you used to do.
You try to play it the hard way, but obviously you are creating a storm within my heart.
Can you just open your eyes and realise that if u are gonna continue your behaviour like that, you will be a nobody in the future, a let-down in people's eyes.
If you wanna be somebody, you dun use despicable methods(like sucking up to ppl), can?
You work hard with your own effort, you dun go about prissing and prissing,
like some nobody's shit~
How old are you only and you are already doing stuff so disappointing, such a let-down
You think u're affecting me, but im trying very hard to not follow your footsteps, cos i dunwan to be YOU~ This let-down~

-Wei Ting-

我生病了!*pff