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INNOCENCE.
this innocence is brilliant, i hope that it will stay

Wednesday, July 30, 2008

Didnt post yesterday...cos i seriously have no mood in posting
I've been dreading 2day since yesterday and im glad that the day is gonna end soon~
Arghh...but still have to show Dad my maths marks which i got back 2day
Ok, one word, its horrible lurrss
Sci and hist 2day were oso screwed~
I dun wanna tok about it anymore, im seriously exhausted.
Ok, 2day's footdrill is boots-boiling...after standing under the sun for so long
My boots were so hot and what lars~
Blehs, even though, 2dayy is a very interesting trng, haahaas

I feel sick 2day, i was like asking Gayle and Wendi,
what colour the box of panadols i shud take is~
Well, they da fei suo wen, can?
They gave me all sorts of colours...arghh...
Fri is geog test, but i think will be rather manageable,
so can finally relax a lil bit~
I wish everything in this world would just go about fine, like seriously~
Ohya, and 2day is my brother's bdaay, haahs~
He very funny 2day, he woke me up and said '2day is my birthday lehs'
I was like mumbling happy birthday, haahs, but no presents!
End of here~

-Wei Ting-


Monday, July 28, 2008

Okayy, 2dae was normal, had swimming blehs,
didnt had as much fun as previous lesson, but it was still fun overally.
Haahs, Jaime and i sang Low while blowing bubbles, ridiculous rite?
It went smtg like " Baable tottom jeeans, jeeans, woots wift tfe furr"
Omg, haahs, i cant believe we did that....
I think the only interesting lesson after that was Science, did hands-on
Some heating up stuff, bunsen burner stuff, hees...
Lalala, then went home and here i am~

Okayy, just some funny phrases i got frm a book:

Stop nagging- Stop being verbally repetitive
Drunk - Chemically inconvenienced
Bald- Follicle Regression
Big Tummy- Chocolate storage facility

Haahs :D
-Wei Ting-


Sunday, July 27, 2008

Normal, pathetic Sunday,
spent to revise science and history
Both subjects requires ultra-memorising, sheesh :/
Hmms, these few days are
really complicated and things are like whirling around my mind...
Hurts alot....
Blehs....dun wanna have another emo session right in the midst of common tests
Have been thinking alot and really getting all up and stuff, haiz
Go and memorise elements now, and internal and external threats.
Buh-byes~

-Wei Ting-


Saturday, July 26, 2008

I think im beginning on a posting-video frenzy,
cos im posting yet another one,
i bet u can't finish watching the whole video, its horrendous...
Its the first time im crying over a video
and i dun cry easily unless i really can't control my emotions.
**** those bastards~

[Video of skinning animals alive]
promise me u would finish watching it, get ready a box of tissues


Pledge to go fur-free at PETA.org.

-Wei Ting-



Oh man, i think this person did a great job in singing 'Bad Day'
High and low pitches, she managed it all!
She did covers for many songs too, haahs, visit her profile here:
http://www.youtube.com/user/AngelicaV1
lalala...nice job....



-Wei Ting-


Friday, July 25, 2008

Yayy! :D Mr Chan said that nobody failed their maths test, whoots!
That means i passed, ok, im so happy, haahs :D
2dea's community singing was super-fun, everybody so enthu
We stood up and linked arms and everything, haahs~, sing very loud oso
We got our class jersey too! Its awesome!(rankine loves to use this word)

Haahaas, yayy! Sci and hist coming lers....
Wendi and i in sch library now, haahs, she posting too...
Hmms, later mtp session, dunno if good or bad
I alrdy super guai lers, k?
Arts programme 2dae was rather cold, its like so not interesting
...eeyer...Hope they have more interesting ones
Haiz, ending off here.
Buh-byes~

-Wei Ting-


Thursday, July 24, 2008

Maths test 2dae was screwed.
I dun wanna think about it anymore, fail or pass, its done...
2dae went to BSS...
My tutee is quite good, at least better than the previous one...
Haahs, but my previous tutee still rmb me; yayy!
She is actually quite attentive, but sometimes get distracted too
yayy! Then took some pics as requested by Sashimi...
Ok, then pass the cards to the respective peeps,
but for goodness sake, your words so chym, how can they understand?
Haiz, then read aloud a book to Urmila, my tutee, the book was lame...
Hahaas, Ferozia got the cutest kid on earth...(above)
He's like quite young only lar, but watched HSM!
Haahs, he was trying to draw Zac Efron!
So cute and he's photogenic, :D
Blehs blehs, then went back home, shared prawn crackers with others. Haahs :D
Quote of the post: I hate tests!
-Wei Ting-



Wednesday, July 23, 2008

I suddenly remembered a conversation that took place today.
Mr Lim was explaining a maths question and he suddenly conversed with us in chinese.

Mr Lim: 明白吗?(actions super dramatic)
Sarah and I : 明白,明白...
Mr Lim: (pointing finger at me) 你不像你明白!
Sarah: 没有, 她很聪明的.
Me: 没有, 我很笨的.
[Mr Lim walked away]
Aiyoo... super dramatic can
tsk...tsk....

My Myojo cup noodles is ready. yayy! Go makan now, ok, i actually took a fork and a pair of chopsticks. Today is so LAME.

-Wei Ting-



We did photoshop! :D
Oohlala...
The Mr Lim very dramatic, can, haiz...
Haahaa, the seat beside Sarah very shuang, can see everything ders.
Haahaa, jiayous for maths test 2moro
I think im gonna screw it lars, im still not very sure of graphs and blah...
y=mx + c ; m is gradient, right?
...eeyer... i hate graphs! But 2moro can use calculator, yayy!
Its like the first time we are allowed to use calculator for a maths test.
Haiz, im still super-wuper unprepared and here i am blogging!
Arghh...i wish all the tests would phoo! and vanish...
Haahaas :D
Wish everybody the best of luck. yayy!

-Wei Ting-


Tuesday, July 22, 2008

Here again.
2dae got lit test and el oral~
For lit test, it was quite ok, but then i dun think i did well, i forgot the quotes lars
Then for oral, the tchr was extremely nice but then i think its because im the last and she wanted to finish it faster, haahs. Well, i stammered cos i dunno what to say...eeyer...
Then had maths pop quiz 2dae, i suck at maths, i think i got all wrong,
like seriously... ...
I just scribbled some scribblings on it cos i really wanted maths lesson to end faster...
I think Mr Lim gonna be appalled by how 'well' i did...
Maths test on thurs lehs, i dun think i can survive.

When the results come back, im gonna get another scolding again.
Haiz, life's pathetic sias...
Ohya and i want to apologise to Gayle, Wendi and Wei Ling
Sorry, esp. Gayle, wait for me so long, haahs...
Thx Jaime for sharing cup noods with me,
i should have paid for my share, you!!!!!!
Nehmind, she said its my bdae pressie,
yeahs! unusual pressie: cup noodles! :D
The best bade present wud be to excel in everything! cos im like crapping in everything!
Ok, i think im getting higher~

We did photoshop 2dae, transformed and old man to a young man(by Mr Lee)
Haahs, for me and Shirley, we distorted Nicholas Teo's face,...eeyer...
But the stupid com keep hanging lurrss,
and then very sorry to Regina, i didnt mean to disrupt u!
真的很抱歉!
希望你别介意~
Haahs, no chi oral until sec 2, whoots, :D
是爽的 lor
[typical singaporean], haahs, ok, i watch tv now.
Buh-byes...[this post quite long arhs]
:D

-Wei Ting-


Monday, July 21, 2008

2dae is Racial Harmony Day, yeas!
We are really lucky we can live harmoniously with all the races
We dun have racial riots or blah which are so ...eeyer...
Anyways, tended the booth today,
quite fun, after that then i sneaked off to go jalan-jalan with Gayle and Wendi'
Haahaas, ohya, then saw Maika halfway...hees...
Anyways, our class got only a few wear traditional costumes;i think i've nvr worn a qipao before
Call myself a chinese...eeyer...

Then after sch's dismissed, called Wendi like hell n she oso nvr answer
...eeyer.... (i keep eeyer-ing)
Hmms, then some of us went to student lounge to study for 2moro's lit test
...blehs...
In the beginning, we really 'mugged' very hard,
but then we lose our concentration and started doing crazy stuff
Haahs... like me...i kept getting high over 'Bleeding Love', haahs
Then did some stuff, and then meenakshi said smtg so funny,
i laughed and walked in senangdiri position to the chair to laugh out loud;
Oh my crap lers...

2moro still got el oral plus lit test...die le lars...so long nvr do oral lers
Last time was PSLE, the examiner kept laughing,
i oso dunno why lars/
What the sheesh...i hope i survive everyday...thats best <3
I should have uploaded the pic that shows raykal pouting...
hmms...but gonna go study first...
2moro: Essaywriting on Lamb To The Slaughter; el oral
-i must jiayous-
:D

-Wei Ting-


Sunday, July 20, 2008

I added archives! So you all can view my un-glam memories, haahs :D
My very first blogpost is still there!
Erm, but do any of you all know how to present the archives in a scroll-bar?
So that, if there are lots of archives, it will not seem too long or messy.
If you all see any blogskins that have a scroll-bar archive, pls inform me...
Haahs :D thx~

-Wei Ting-



The sight of him makes me feel irritated.
Everything could have gone well and peacefully, but he just have to mess things up.
Freaking....
Now, im back to square 1 again, sheesh lars...
I think i've cooled down if not i'll not be able to sit down here and post...
I think my poster's gonna get rejected again; i've seriously no idea what to draw...
This time, i chose 'Drink at least six glasses of water a day.'
My blood is boiling...bloody irritated... :/(as my mind flashes back)
Arghh...hate him...he better not get on my nerves again...if not he'll never get away with it

-Wei Ting-


Saturday, July 19, 2008

Im addicted to blogging.
Went to browse blogskins cos i was really bored
Found this: http://www.blogskins.com/info/146096/, not bad, check it out!
Really inspired to do smtg like that,(not fail my english), as in do a blogskin like that...
:D Im really sorry guys for blowing up matters~

-Wei Ting-



Mugging dun always work for me...(random)
Why can't you smile more often n see how beautiful this world is?
Oops...im sounding dramatic
Just :D
Sometimes a smile do makes alot of difference~
in case u dunno;
Sometimes, you do things too over and u dun realise how saddening it is, or even hurt?
The fact that somebody is not smiling is incredulous...
'Don't wash your dirty linen in the public'
Others not related to u that knows about your attitude also,
have same sentiments as me...
Do you get it?I know you strive for the best, but when people do so, they forget that they have a heart~
[saddening]

-Wei Ting-


Friday, July 18, 2008

Today didn't went as expected, so disappointing, haiz, she could have accept it~
I have lots of feelings today~
Anyway, a miracle happened 2dae, n im so damn glad it happened'
Cos i really love miracles, haahs, i cannot reveal too much details
Will you continue ur current kind of thingy?
Its so hard to phrase stuff like these.
I felt electrocuted and shocked 2dae~
My poster is rejected~
So depressing, i thought it was ok n spent quite alot of time on it lurrss
I have no artistic talent nor creative juices~
Haahss, the weekend that begins 2moro will be spent mugging,
n i hope it will be'
:D

-Wei Ting-


Thursday, July 17, 2008

Today is a bad day lurrss
After PSGM, i had to cancel our trip to BSS, cos it was rather late...
Anyway, im so gonna be doomed for 2moro lurrss
Die lers, haiz, but i must have confidence!
Ok, my memory better be working 2moro~
Haiz, i hate life...pessimistic sometimes is inevitable...
However, u made my day 2dae n i thank u for what u have did~
Lurve ya lots n wholesome'
-Wei Ting-


Wednesday, July 16, 2008

Today went on quite peacefully, haahs
At least nthg bad happened...
Hmms 2dae, Wendi, Gayle, Wei Ling and I practiced drills in PP MRT station~
I think peeps thought we were mad lurrs, seriously~
Anyways, i shudnt reveal more details, haahs
But it was like funny alright lurrss
Im trying to persevere this week~
but so many problems to solve and stuff to do hurrss
I dun think the idol-poster thingy will work too lar
So how lehs?
Haiz, at least i did smthg right 2dae, hees
:D
Jiayous for your tests and stuff;

-Wei Ting-


Tuesday, July 15, 2008

Today went on quite fun too,
but everyday is not fun if common tests are coming soon
and im bound to fail terribly for it.
Anyways, after sch 2dae, after doing what we are supposed to do,
Wendi, Florence, Wei Ling and I went back home~
Flo and Wei Ling took MRT lurrs, so bad
Haahs, then Wendi and I went to buy donuts in the bakery in PP MRT station~
We bought one with smiley faces, whoots! :D
Took a picture of it~


That's Wendi's hands, haahs.
Then life continued
and we almost went home bag-less 2dae
Haahs, Sarah, its not ya fault, you were extremely good to me 2dae, seriously.
Luv ya~
Hmms, good luck for your wadeva piano theory stuff, you can do it;
Jiayous~ :D
-Wei Ting-


Monday, July 14, 2008

Hey, today was a great day.
We had swimming today and it was damn fun, can ? :D
I grouped with Regina,Chiew Ling and Shirley(pity Jaime couldn't join us)
and we were seriously laughing more than we were swimming lars.
We will start by floating together and then after a few seconds,
one of them would burst out of the water, out of breath
and then we would laugh at the person's (out of breath)facial expressions.
I think the coach must have thought we were gila!
Haahs, so fun lars, swimming, i luv swimming!
2 periods gone in the water, haahs
n then when im in the water, i will feel very carefree and shuang lors
Haahs, esp. regina, she is damn funny~

After that, we changed and stuff and went back to school
-end of fun-
The lessons after swimming are quite ok lurrs
except for one of them which i almost fell asleep, keep yawning and yawning.
Wished everyday would be as great as today.
Whoots. :D
Then went home with Gayle, Wendi and Wei Ling~
I was willing myself not to fall on the bus but the threesome keep cursing me to fall
Haahs~
Had a great day overally.
:D

-Wei Ting-


Sunday, July 13, 2008

There are nice peeps in the world,
but unfortunately they do not know the impact they make on other people's life
Haahs...yep...
Sometimes, you need to be confident, optimistic, amiable to succeed...
Whoots...I luv blogging all of a sudden, maybe its the change of skin
that lifts my spirits everytime i come here...
Hees...no matter what happens, you will be able to hang on...
Jiayous...im the spaghetti today, but i realised that there is no h/work for the weekend...
Maybe should start doing some stuff to get prepared lurrs...
My golden year...63072000 seconds away...(?)
Haahs,my diary page got torned..ouch...
:D
-Wei Ting-


Saturday, July 12, 2008

Haahs, im here to post again cos i have seriously nthg to do, i dun wanna do h/work, haahs
Common tests is coming n i mus start revising if not im so dead...
Wendi is so smitten over ________ , she's been droning about her since dunno when lars...
Haiz, ohya n last time her bdae eve,
she sent me 5 msgs to tell me how excited she was...haahs
Hoos, continued reading her life journal,
lots of oohlala secrets disclosed...whoots....
My cousin told me something like that,
"If you want to improve, you will be like bee hoon upgraded to spaghetti"
Haahs, i thought it was rather funny...hees...
I had bee hoon for like dinner just now?
The last time i had spaghetti was when we cooked it for Home Econs.
It tasted horrible...haahs
Whoots, i will slack today n be the bee hoon
n start working hard 2moro n be the spaghetti
Haahs, :D

-Wei Ting-



Hmms, half the day gone n i did nothing
except 4 experimenting with the fonts.
I tried many fonts, but i think Arial is nice, which is the current font for my blog...
Haahs, anyway, i still have lots of stuff to do, so must chiong...
So hungry now, later eating clay-pot rice made by mum, yeahs! :D
Yeasterday was super inspirational, whoots!
Ohya, i just finished reading a super nice book called,"Loving Danny" by Hilary Freeman.
Super-wuper nice...
Its so touching, if you want more details, borrow it...i borrowed frm the library in Hougang mall...
Now, starting on a new book, called" The sweet,terrible,glorious year I truly,completely,lost it"
Woahs, long name wors
Its quite gross n stuff, anyways...
Swimming is back on monday, yeahs!
:D

-Wei Ting-


Friday, July 11, 2008

After reading her life journal,
reminded me that everybody is not born perfect...
The tension built in is realistic n i guess i can understand...
I guessed she have changed alot n its like part n parcel of life
Inevitable stages, try to escape n they come back haunting for you...
How will it be like?
Haiz, i guess when i decide to realise the emotional changes, it will be too late.
Grasp the moment n dang!!!!!!!
Haahs, this post makes no sense to you all but alot to me... :D

-Wei Ting-



I changed my skin again, haahs.
Im like 4eva doing so, haahs...
I think this is quite nice, i dun think i will be changing so soon again...
Hmms, hope ya like it...
Haahs, 2dae after trng, had such a extraordinary chillin' out session with my squaddies...
Whoots, fun man!
Luv ya all, :D
Today was quite hectic, but im glad all is over, hmms, my shoulder still hurts, wonder if it will ever get well...(n i have to do pumpings, boos)but i can hang on...
Lol...
Haiz, hope everybody is doing fine...
Im looking forward to my golden year, haahs, though im like so far away from it n have so much to do...
Jiayous, we can make it! :D

-Wei Ting-


Thursday, July 10, 2008

Hellos.
I changed my skin again. I think this is so much nicer wors than the previous one. Yeps.
Hope yall like it, whoots!
Hmms, 2dae was quite fine lers
We had literature presenting 2dae n i think we were quite average, but at least we got over it...
I love my squaddies! They are like always encouraging me, haahs....
With you guys, i will be able to hang on in life...
We shall spend our 4 glorious years together~
Yeahs! :D
Jiayous, guys~
:D
-Wei Ting-


Tuesday, July 8, 2008

Hiya, anyway, the song playing here is 'Love me for me' by Ashley Tisdale, its quite nice wors!
The lyrics are as follow:

Love me for me
-Ashley Tisdale-

I’m not the girl that you see in the magazine
Perfect face and perfect body
Never be anyone but the one I am, one I am
I can’t bend to your expectations
Live to fulfill any fantasy
If what I am is what you need

Love me for me
And not for someone that I would never be
'Cause what you get is what you see
And I can’t be any more than what I am
Love me for me or don’t love me
Don’t think you’re gonna change what’s inside of me
Make me who you want me to be
Won’t be someone I’m not for somebody else, someone else
Love me with all my imperfections
Not for an image of your design
Love me for what you see inside

Love me for me
And not for someone that I would never be
'Cause what you get is what you see
And I can’t be any more than what I am
Love me for me
And not for someone you wish that I could be
'Cause what you get is what you see
And I can’t be any more than what I am
Love me for me or don’t love me
I’d never do anything to change you
Make you be anything than who you are
All that I am is all that I can be
I love you for you
So love me for me, love me for me

(Not applicable)To listen to the song, go to http://www.goear.com/listen.php?v=445916a, lyrics courtesy of, http://music.yahoo.com/Ashley-Tisdale/Love-Me-For-Me/lyrics/39603462

:D
-Wei Ting-


Monday, July 7, 2008

I finally finished my poster which sucks, seriously.
Its like some primary kid drawing.
Well, actually im not that far frm primary...
Haiz, but i still have not memorise the laws yet...
Must jiayous....
Hope my poster dun get rejected(i have a strong premonition that it will)....
I will change my skin soon, i dun seem to like it very much.
Kaes, gtg

-Wei Ting-


Sunday, July 6, 2008

Hey,
I changed my skin. It seems girly but i think its acceptable.
Hope you guys like it.
Pls report broken links n stuff as i 'redid' all the links cos i lost mine
Got a new tagboard too, pls try to flood it, haahs...
Ok, gtg le
Jiayous :D
-Wei Ting-



Hey there,
thx Wendi, haahs, for your concern, your words are making me cry again...
Haahs, anyways, really thanks lar...
Why do people change? The memories of me last time was wonderful and is like the memories now are awful. Its like i cant go back into time, huh? I feel like sometimes im really letting everybody down, and its like so frustrating.
Something personal: I rmb the first time i stepped into sec sch, everything seemed so strange and scary. I was hating every moment in sch. I wanted to go back to pri sch. Then during the singing of the national anthem, i cried and i was almost choking away from tears. Everything felt so different n i didnt like the change. Neither do i like the change in me.
I didnt tell anybody that although somebody did ask me why my eyes were red n i had replied that my eyes get teary sometimes. Like you had being attacked by tear gas....

During that first month, it was super tedious, there was alot of stuff i did not know how to do n
everynight i racked my brains to solve those maths questions which none of them looks easy.
Sometimes, i just felt like breaking down, and then i would just plop into bed and cry myself to sleep. I was so afraid that i couldnt catch up with lots of my classmates getting in with high scores. It may seem like im kiasu or what, but thats a fear that remains...
All these things may seem trivial n many of you strong people out there can brush it off n think nothing of it. Maybe im too vulnerable.... i dunno, but i guess im ok, i know that there are people who care 'bout me and thinking back, my tears were quite (redundant)?

PS. I hate Kelvin for posting so many videos on primary sch memories, the main reason why im like so sad now... -.- (Dun get mad) -.-
Random: Ashley Tisdale's 'Love Me For Me' rox!

Forcing a :D
-Wei Ting-


Saturday, July 5, 2008

I hate myself so much.
Its like im so damn stupid.
I cannot get anything right, while people are excelling like crap
Ive never been confident in my whole life, so this confident thing does not works for me...
I feel useless, unwanted, redundant(crap! if i spelt that word wrongly, i cant even spell a word)
Hot tears run down my cheeks and i wonder why i cry?
I used to think if i worked hard enough, i will be alright.
But now, all seems like nonsense to me.

I shall find a song that best describes my feelings now(when words fail to express your feelings, music replaces) :

Nobody's Home
-Avril Lavigne-

I couldn't tell you why she felt that way
She felt it everyday.
And I couldn't help her,
I just watched her make the same mistakes again.
What's wrong, what's wrong now?
Too many, too many problems.
Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs.

She wants to go home, but nobody's home.
It's where she lies, broken inside.
With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.
Broken inside.

Open your eyes and look outside, find the reasons why.
You've been rejected, and now you can't find what you left behind.
Be strong, be strong now.
Too many, too many problems.
Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs.

She wants to go home, but nobody's home.
It's where she lies, broken inside.
With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.
Broken inside.

Her feelings she hides.
Her dreams she can't find.
She's losing her mind.
She's fallen behind.
She can't find her place.
She's losing her faith.
She's fallen from grace.
She's all over the place.
Yeah,oh

She wants to go home, but nobody's home.
It's where she lies, broken inside.
With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.
Broken inside.
She's lost inside, lost inside...oh oh...
She's lost inside, lost inside...oh oh...

Of course, i have a home, you just need to find words to substitute it...
Lyrics, courtesy of: http://www.elyrics.net/read/a/avril-lavigne-lyrics/nobody_s-home-lyrics.html

Sayonara
-Wei Ting-


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