Hiya, looooooooong time no post, haahs
Hmms, today went to the Beyond Social Services Centre for CIP.
I seriously did not know that we have to give tuition, i thought we were just discussing stuff with the person-in-charge.
Haiz, then we gave tuition-one of the worst moments of my life.
The kids were like "no-heart" to study, keep fidgeting around, moving around and hoorays, i got hit by a boy who threw a ruler at me.
Like .....
I didn't know what to do, the boy i was tutoring was like "vulgarating" and then talked to his other friends, when i tell him to try the sum, he just lay his head on the table and just ignored me
FOR GODS SAKE, IM NOT THOSE KIND OF CHILD PERSON.
Ok, but i admit that i really didnt understand him lars, and i was so nice to draw a perfect model with my "perfect" handwriting and he didn't even look at it.
And they thought 'chilli' was a bad word, like don't they eat chillis.
And they wanted to tell the person-in-charge that i said a bad word called 'chilli'
How cool is that....
Jingwen is as desperate as me, i guess...
But then when like the whole thing's over, the person-in-charge talked to us and then i realised that many of them have disadvantaged backgrounds and they probably suffer from physical, sexual abuse or blah.
And then many of them get hit for nothing and stay in one-room flats and they probably dun get to eat cos they are poor
Inside them, they are filled with anger, hatred, hurt, grievances....
(PS. Jingwen does not even know the name of the kid she's tutoring after 2 hrs of it)
I felt that i was almost a beast to them, maybe my expectations of them are like what i experienced when i was their age...
So know, we will have to go back every tuesday until the end of july.
I really hope that i would be able to help them...
Haiz, i dunno wad 2 do if im in their shoes, i guess i can understand...
-Wei Ting-

